She didn’t realize until she was older that she was mistaken. I’ll cut to the chase, I won’t beat around the bush here but in the summation of her misconception is the story. She realized that the all-encompassing way of life her parents taught her to embrace; the idea of being a decent human being, to accept people and circumstances the way they are, to not pass judgment unless it was a civic duty and to never swerve the car she was driving to deliberately hit a ground hog were, in short, diabolical. The ideas mentioned were diabolical because on the surface they can be summed up as “good,” but to accomplish them left life just that thin as finding a surface with nothing beneath it.
Her soul, her psyche, her intuition screamed out against her very strong mind. Her soul, her psyche her intuition were parts of her that knew better but were refused voice by her mind. Her mind was so sharpened by her parents as to be on guard against insidious attacks made by those parts of her she was told to distrust.
Are there those who grow old and die and say during that process that their parents may be wrong but never waver from the path they were set upon?
Well, she was that close. No, she had no experience other than reading in which to understand that the narrowing down of the flat surface of “good,” or “goodness,” or even that dreaded apparition, “being good,” meant, in reality, a deep pool of cool gloom. Good alone was simply drowning.
She had read a passage from an author (an old dusty prophet long dead) whom her parents would certainly have thought from the pedantic, judgmental and self-righteous camp and got the idea that if she stopped the flattening out of “good,” she may find something interesting.
But alas where to start? How could she focus on a point of interest when from her lofty place in life all seemed flat. Please do not come under the impression that flat is in anyway synonymous to boring. Her life was not boring. She was actually quite busy in flattening out the rest of the world and smiling blithely over the serene faces that she left in her wake. Can’t you see them, those relieved of their beliefs, those no longer worried about their convictions because from a distance the bumps, cliffs, peaks, and the deep look flat.
Live and let live. Wrong could be right for your neighbor. What harm is there?
There is a power skimming over the water. Imagine the leathery wings of a dragon or the feathers of a great eagle, extended as far as possible and just inches from the water. The power of the glide, the mist of cool water and the idea that nothing, absolutely nothing is beneath that inch of calm water. Where does the eagle grab his prey and where does the dragon plunge to explore the depths of ancient cities and creatures?
Yes, of course, metaphors to her because this world is worth preserving.