He thought of lifting her onto her desk and pulling her hips up to his. No words no sounds. Her dark blue eyes serious but soft looking up at him. He imagined the sweet, peach taste of her perfect lips on his. He thought of just taking over, feeling her slip into his embrace and following his lead, perfectly trusting his every move.
He had never met her before face to face, they had talked a couple of times over the phone. That was her job, customer service. He was a client.
She was nice, pretty too, not beautiful and not athletic just pretty. She smelled really good.
She was too nice to be up on her desk and pulling his body toward her in a less than ladylike fashion. He wanted to stop thinking about her that way, but it was her scent, the clean, cool scent of her skin and the way she looked at him, straight on with an open smile. He felt thin and hollow, and his heart beat deep down into his echoing stomach.
Her office was full of papers, and she was talking and working. She was walking between her computer and the copy machine and telling him that she was always ready to help. He needed the help, paperwork wasn’t something he was good at. He needed her to slow down because he needed to look at her while speaking; when he got nervous, he went deaf.
Suddenly rather than thinking about fumbling with that tight-fitting slip that he knew she wore under that flowing summer dress he wished he was sitting across from some pencil pushing moron from the IRS who had no interest in helping him at all. He felt the hot prick of sweat spread out between his shoulder blades.
She was still smiling at him and still handing him papers. They stood side by side, and she was pointing out key and important telephone numbers, websites and email addresses that would get him through his present dilemma. She didn’t lean in, her hands moved slowly when she talked, and the pen she used to point out what might keep him alive was tucked up nicely behind her ear when she was done.
They had not shaken hands brushed up against each other nor stopped the flow of conversation between them in any sort of meaningful way. He was someone off the street who needed assistance, she was doing her job.
“Well, I think that should get me through.”
She was already looking at the papers on her desk. “Don’t ever hesitate to call me. I’ll try and help in any way I can.”
He hesitated, he had been taught never to extend his hand to a lady, but he wanted to touch her before he left. She stood smiling totally oblivious to the fact that he had made love to her in his head during the whole damned ordeal.
He extended his hand as a sort of reward to himself. She stepped forward smoothly placing her hand in his. There was no spark, no electric current, only the cool, soft grip of kindness. She was professional to the end.